Petsmart

Phillip and I went to Petsmart today and we checked out the animals... Take a look at these!!!
This is one of the nasty Vagina rats that we saw!

well, technically they were male rats as you can see with their huge dragging balls under it's tail.
EW!!!!

And people say MY dog looks like a rat, whatever! At least he isn't a hairless ugly vagina rat!


And this poor hamster had this weird tumor growing on its butt!
We made sure and looked at it super hard, and it wasn't a dragging testy. It was a evil growth!

And I wanna know why Petsmart still! had this thing alive, b/c it sure wasn't going to get a home with that kind of butt. That right there, would say, "I'm only going to last for a week, tops."
So, sad...





And this little guy was normal, but super cute! It made me think of my brother all round and asleep. If K.C. was a hamster.... this is what he'd look like. lol.
The end about my day at Petsmart.

todays happy news!

So, last Saturday I took a scantron test in my BCIS (Computer's) class..... and for the entire week I was afraid to check online what I got, b/c I assumed I either did super bad and failed... or just got a very low grade. (like what I always get on tests) b/c on one of the questions the teachers kept coming back to me saying, "you should double check this one" like three times! so, by the last option that I guessed on, it had to be right. lol... I assumed all of my test was like that. and I DO recall guessing a lot on the true/false ones... b/c its such a huge 50/50% chance of not getting it. lol.
well, I was super curious today, so I checked....

I GOT AN 8O!!!!!!!! OMG!
I am SOOO excited! b/c I never pass nor do well on tests!!! and this made me almost shed a tear for doing so well. ^_^ At least this is saying that I know how to work well on computers. :D


so yea, that was my amazing news.....
toodles.

PS..... look at my cute dog. ^_^


He got really angry at me when I poked him... haha... which makes me wanna do it more and laugh.

hrmph.

I worked with my favorite manager, Brittany on Sunday... and after the longest day ever!!! While having children ripping off posters and hit their head... to the evil old Mexican cheap bitches fighting over prices, we needed a HUGE break of it all.. SO once it hit 6 o'clock, we quickly closed the doors and ran over to some restaurant on the other side of the mall.... Brittany's friend just so happened to be working that night, so She hit us some drinks! ^___^
I had sooo much fun! I got a Malibu Rum and Coke. and Brittany got some Vodka shit.(ew)
I loved it!!! then after our drinks, we ran back to our store, cleaned up a bit longer than planned and she paid me 10 bucks to stay until it was all done.

Then I went home with a smile on my face. ^___^
I love my black manager Brittany. She's pretty crazy, but it's all good. :D

Peace.

I get so bored.

I dunno how else to say it...
Unless I say it was a dumb idea to buy classes that were SOOO far apart.... I thought I would've needed the time for homework purposes... but for now its a boring part of my day. AH!

I know Phillip would find it a little entertaining.

update

I guess it was a false alarm, b/c I started today and I'm not pregnant.

whew.... now I'm able to not cry before sleeping tonight.

What if...

I got to thinking about the future.
What if I got pregnant?

I asked mom what she thought, b/c technically if I DID keep it, I would be on my own, without Johnny's help... and mom was like, "well...? if you did keep it I would love you, though it might be a little hard explaining to your kid later that the father wanted to punch me in the stomach and try to kill him/her."
and she was saying that I should not even be fornicating with him if I'm not planning on marrying him.
which is true.... she said I'm just being used by him, but..... what if I'm only using him? ( I had a good point)
then if I did have a kid, would my love life go down the drain? b/c no guy wants a girl with baggage. I'd be alone with a kid for the rest of my life. :/ and everything that I dreamed for myself would never happen all b/c of one little mistake.... or a change of path, for lighter ways in thinking it.

Bambi is a handful now... I dunno if I could handle more.
Johnny and his mother doesn't want more children in the family, she said that she would gladly pay for an abortion....
which scares me...if I did... that would seriously end our relationship.

And with johnny having varicocele, it makes him highly infertile...and I'm taking birth control... but still....


I guess I'm thinking way to deep into this stuff... I'm making myself worried. (I wonder how many people actually reads this... anyone I need to worry about instead.) I'll probably feel embarrassed that others now see how much of a horn dog I am... :/ but I have to get these thoughts out, before I tell the wrong someone.

after Luis' Dinner Party

I took him to The Grotto for his birthday... And took Johnny for the soul reason of a Family Discount.
Sadly, Uncle Morris, Nor cousin Carmella was there and NOR the Manager lady noticed Johnny and I... So!
Since Johnny didn't want to go bothering the manager, we had to pay full price.
Before we left to the Grotto, I said I'd pay...
It was $106. not including tip!!!! and I checked in my wallet for the 100 bucks cash mom gave me, and it wasn't there... >.< (It was at home in my jeans pocket) So I payed on my debit... losing more money from very little I had. and my paycheck was only 97 bucks... so technically I spent all of it and more just for a dinner.

So! Upset as I was driving home... I got to thinking of other jobs... b/c this Aeropostal thing is NOT working out. I seriously thought about going back to the Animal Clinic... taking Bambi to work with me and getting paid more.. but I thought... getting bit and being afraid isn't what I need. I thought about actually looking into the secretary jobs, but I suck at answering phones.. I can never hear people and I have a bad memory for tasks.
Then..... it came to me...
I could work at a Funeral Home.

They pay you to be serious and calm through hard times for families, And inside I truly feel better when I see others be in a very shitty state of depression. Like I LOVE watching depressing movies that show the true reality of it all. The movie Angela's Ashes... is a story of an Irish Family moving back to Ireland, Dad drinks their money away, mom keeps making babies, doesn't have food to feed them, so a lot of them die, their house is always flooded, the kids have no shoes...
Its just down right depressing! and that would have to be my favorite movie.

So I think I would be good working in a Funeral Home. I'm going tomorrow to two places, seeing if they need help with anything. Hopefully they'll like my professionalism on the topic and let me join them.

We'll wait and see. ^_^