more depressing news..

Comming from the Vet...

My sweet bambi has..."anisocoria, I suspect a lesion moving the cerebellum/optic chiasm."
basically his brain is making him do the crazy things that hes sooo cute doing. Like when he bites the air instead of your hand 6 inches away yea... that is b/c he CAN'T see your hand... in normal light, one pupil is small and the other pupil is ridiculously huge. So he basically can't focus on anything that he sees.
Then there's the high stepping walk he has... yea, its part of his brain problem.
And the shaking of the head, when I told Dr. Cobb that Joe thinks its a brain problem, Cr. Cobb realizes, jow might be right... b/c it would explain all of his other weird quirky acts.

So, now we have a true diagnosis on the problem of the shaking of the ears. Though, now Dr. Cobb said I should be aware of his actions more and be more careful with him because Bambi is in a semi risk for having a seziure.
After he said Seizure.. my thoughts flashed back when mom and I were the only ones awake and tried to calm sherman down when he was having his seizures. The eyes rolling back, the foam and bile, the teeth showing like he was the most viscious thing ever... omg. It's certainly a memory that I'll never forget.
So pretty much I was crying all the way home..and had mom try to calm me down, and convince me that nothing like that is going to happen right now.. Its just a precaution. And besides, Dr. Cobb also said that its possible that this problem could even go away as he grows up.

-___- I just feel like I can never win.